My Stupid Mouth...

Do you ever think back to certain conversations and think "what the frick was i thinking when i said that?" I do this often. I used to think that i would grow out of this, but that is not the case. In fact, it might get worse as i get older.

Someday i will make it through a day without sounding stupid.

Be Blessed.

I Guess I Am Not That Worldly....

I feel so secluded sometimes. I am sure it does not help that I am living in Otterburne Manitoba. Lots of the people I know have gone overseas or at least out of North America and the farthest I have ever gone is into the States. This is a little depressing to me.

I feel so insignificant sometimes, not to the point of packing up and becoming a missionary or something crazy like that. It is just hard to see how and where God is using me right now. Maybe it will come with time?

Peace

My life feels...

....stagnant.

Love...

No i do not mean love as in, me getting married next year like i originally planned (jokingly, of course). But i mean love as in, loving in a community.

Moving to the ol' Prov hole and Winnipeg has definitely been good for me. But one thing i seem to struggle with lately is living in this community known as Prov. We are called to love one another. Does that necessarily mean liking them? I mean lets be honest, there is always that one person who really "grinds your gears," so to speak.

I really try to get along with everyone, but at times it is really tough. I do not want to be that Christian dude who is so extreme that he carries around a flask of holy water at all times or something. Ok that was a little too extreme, but oddly enough Peter Popoff comes to mind.

I guess lately i have been feeling a slight sense of conviction when it comes to living in this community, and also life in general. It takes alot of effort, more than i am putting in, i think.

I know this was a bit melodramatic, but these have been my thoughts as of late.

Be Blessed.

Downtown...

There is just something about the downtown of a city that i love. It doesn't necessarily have to be Winnipeg either. I just love being downtown. Minus Regina, that city sucks. I like being surrounded by humongous buildings. Some people from small towns really seem to be intimidated by a city. I have never really felt that, i just embrace it.

Me and some friends went for coffee today downtown at the FYXX. It was definitely a good time. It was interesting to see the variety of people who would pass through that coffee shop. Mostly college students, but there was also a few derelicts who you would never suspect to see in this little artsy coffee shop.

Peace

This Is Depressing....

Well today is the day where i had to pay my dues. Aka, student loans. It is a weird feeling to have so much money and then in an instant, it is gone. Although it is for a worthy cause (my education), it is a tad depressing. Oh well. I really don't like dealing with money. But i guess that is inevitable.

Peace

Heart of Life...

This guy is awesome.

http://ca.youtube.com/watch?v=TS8NvoMudy8

Peace.